Sarcastically, this is what she says. Sometimes I feel the same way.
It's been a while, and there's really been no REAL reason for me not posting anything, I guess except, pure laziness.
Either way, I'm happy to say that,by the end of this week, I will only have 1 more semester of High School. Sounds good just thinking about it. It really does. Actually, it even feels good.
Time to "better" myself right ?
Time to go on to do "bigger" things.
Time to make a "man" out of myself.
And with all the excitement of graduation looming above a lot of our heads, the time you've been waiting for for Four years now is finally here, the realization of the choices we now have to make with our lives scares us. It scares all of us. Hell, it's still scaring 90% of Juniors in College and it's for damn sure still haunting the people of past generations. Most will generalize the time after High school and Pre-college as the time when people decide what they're going to do with their lives. The reality is, MOST of us will never have a choice that we've set in stone for ourselves. We'll never be able to say "hey, this is what I'm going to do and there's no other choices for me."
Notice I say, "I'm going to do" instead of "I want to do."
Fact is, we're afraid of doing what we want to do.
We take the easy way out of things, its human nature.
It's just what we do. And if we can find an easier way to go about life then we'll do it,
even at the mercy of our dreams.
People disregard what life is about.
People have no regard for their dreams.
And it's a pity.
If you enjoy cutting hair, designing clothes, or even being an artist, and you're good at it, don't let the thought of a less lucrative paying job deter you from what you'd love to do. If you can do those things, then why sell out to become (I.E) a nurse when you know that's really not what you want to do.
I guess what I'm really saying is,
"Don't let a paycheck come before your dreams."
There's so much more that I want to say, but I'll just have to tie that into another post for another day.
Liberally Conservative ?
I'm always trying to look at life in the most liberal way possible.
As far as what your sexual orientation is, religion, or what have you...
I could care less, regardless of what I follow and what I hold high to myself.
It's your life ! I know you've all heard it before.
"Live for the moment."
Ehh,
I guess that sums up what my mentality has been.
I'm all for having fun.
After all smiling, laughing, and just being Care-free is what makes life enjoyable right ?
And for the most part, I'm always smiling or laughing.
All in all, I'm a pretty high spirited guy.
Though enjoying myself and being happy is on the "top of my list," I still find it hard to do those two things that come easiest to me. I catch myself always avoiding the risks, afraid to try something new; mostly because of what I've seen and what I've been threw personally, not because of my fear for making a mistake, but for the fear of it becoming something far more than enjoying myself. I guess me being in a relationship has made me realise this more in myself.
She is that free spirited person that I've always hoped to be, and I love that.
Because of her, I'm trying harder to reach that myself.
When I get asked for advice, or when I feel the need to give it, I'm always telling people to live life a certain way, the way that I see that it should be lived. And though I'm telling these people these advices, they're really views that I myself are still struggling to follow.
See, it's hard to give helpful advice, but even harder to follow it yourself.
But as long as you believe in it, then others will too.
Advice should always be used as a guideline, a way to stay focused, a way to psych yourself into shit.
Don't ever take some one's words of wisdom, or some one's wishes as a demotivator.
Always take what people have to say in consideration, but don't always take it to heart.
You'll always come out benefited that way.
As far as what your sexual orientation is, religion, or what have you...
I could care less, regardless of what I follow and what I hold high to myself.
It's your life ! I know you've all heard it before.
"Live for the moment."
Ehh,
I guess that sums up what my mentality has been.
I'm all for having fun.
After all smiling, laughing, and just being Care-free is what makes life enjoyable right ?
And for the most part, I'm always smiling or laughing.
All in all, I'm a pretty high spirited guy.
Though enjoying myself and being happy is on the "top of my list," I still find it hard to do those two things that come easiest to me. I catch myself always avoiding the risks, afraid to try something new; mostly because of what I've seen and what I've been threw personally, not because of my fear for making a mistake, but for the fear of it becoming something far more than enjoying myself. I guess me being in a relationship has made me realise this more in myself.
She is that free spirited person that I've always hoped to be, and I love that.
Because of her, I'm trying harder to reach that myself.
When I get asked for advice, or when I feel the need to give it, I'm always telling people to live life a certain way, the way that I see that it should be lived. And though I'm telling these people these advices, they're really views that I myself are still struggling to follow.
See, it's hard to give helpful advice, but even harder to follow it yourself.
But as long as you believe in it, then others will too.
Advice should always be used as a guideline, a way to stay focused, a way to psych yourself into shit.
Don't ever take some one's words of wisdom, or some one's wishes as a demotivator.
Always take what people have to say in consideration, but don't always take it to heart.
You'll always come out benefited that way.
Just
the thought of that smile.
The one that's different from all the others.
The one that only comes out, when I'm around.
The one that I can't help but to reciprocate back.
Just the thought of that smile.
It makes me whole all over again.
It excites me in the calmest of ways.
It never gets tiresome.
Just the thought of that smile.
Gives me reassurance of how beautiful love is.
Gives me a dose of serenity.
Gives the sun a run for it's money.
Just the thought of that smile.
Pulls the wool over my eyes to all of less importance.
Pulls me up when shit seems bleak.
Pulls all the weight off my shoulders.
Just the thought of that smile........
It makes me happy.
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